Monday, August 1, 2011

Respect My Body

My body is a gift in which God gave me. It is the form that contains my soul on Earth. So, why have I not paid attention to how I treat my body. Well, one simple answer for me is that I take care of others, but lack in taking care of myself. My mom tells me to take care of myself. But what does that mean exactly. I don't usually feel my needs are as important as others needs.

Well, today is a new start for me. Now that I am figuring out what my body needs to be fit and healthy, I am going to use what I have learned for the better. I started my "Couch to 5K" training today, Aug. 1st. I have signed up for a John Deere 5K on September 25, 2011. So, I have a little under 2 months to train. Along with training of running/jogging/walking, I have incorporated some fat burning strength training exercises. Now, I am changing my eating habits again to give myself the proper "gas" or food. I am now going to eat as if I am a diabetic because sometimes I know my blood sugar gets high, then crashes on me. I have found some new recipes that I will be trying today.

I will look forward to my weekly massages at the end of the week. This will loosen up my muscles that are too tight in my neck. Thanks to my brother, who is a chiropractor, that he adjusted me and did some other treatments today. Then he sent me to his massage therapist at his office! :) Therefore, my incentive to do my workouts and eating will be to get a great massage weekly. :)

After 31 years, I have realized how important my body is to living a godly life. If I don't take care of myself, then I will not be able to minister or help out others the way I need to. My body is a sanctuary where my soul grows closer and closer to Christ. I now have respect for my body!

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

What's the 'Theology of The Body' ?

Have you heard of Pope John Paul II book, Theology of The Body? Within the last 8 years I have heard small rumblings about John Paul's talks about sexuality and responsibility. As a college graduate and a 23-year-old,  I was curious but didn't seek any further knowledge about the topic at that time.

Fast forward to now, a couple of weeks before my 31st birthday.  Recently, I have heard others talk about the "Theology of The Body." I didn't realize that was the working formal title of Pope John Paul's talks and writings about sexuality. My curious nature took over as I tried to find meaning to my intimate relationship with God and the men in my life. Yes, I have found a great friend in Christ, Our Lord. Yes, I am not married and almost 31 years old. My doctor asks me most every time I see him,  "Why aren't you married yet?" I ask God the same question. I've always wanted a husband to share my desires and love.

But at this point, God hasn't given me an answer or a sense of why I am not married.We have all heard the saying, "In order to meet the Right Man, you must be the Right Woman." In my case, I am whole heartedly, pursuing a relationship with God and trying to meet a godly man. I have been striving to be the 'Right Woman' for over a decade now. My frustration with situation was also my drive to learn more about the 'Theology of The Body.'

I began to read Christopher West's book for beginners on John Paul II's  Theology of The Body. This morning, I decided it would be good for me get an overview and simplified version before I read the real version. I woke up early and thought this would be a good way to see what God wants to communicate to me about relationships with men and Him.

Though, no particular answer to my question "Why am I not married?" was revealed to me this morning. I did learn that the 'Theology of The Body' is not just about sex. It's also tells the story from the beginning of God's love and intimacy with us (humans) and how we are images of God. And that sex (in a marriage) is a pleasurable experience that can help us become more intimate with our spouse AND God. This of course is my interpretation of Christopher West's interpretation of Pope John Paul's II's Theology of The Body.

I plan on reading more chapters and getting a more complete meaning. If you find yourself wanting to know more search Amazon.com (which is where I got this book). Title: Theology of The Body for beginners Author: Christopher West. Or go to the Theology of The Body Website/Blog (below or on my Blogs Followed)

http://tobgroup.blogspot.com/

I would love to have discussions and hear other's thoughts on this topic.

Friday, March 25, 2011

The Hidden Pearl


I look in the mirror everyday, with confidence, I can see my blemishes and flaws. I can see my tired and weary eyes. I see my dry, chapped lips of winter. My frizzy, split-end hair freely takes over my face. The creases on my face tell me of the fears and worries.  I can see my flaky, dry skin. The scars on my knees and hands tell stories of pain. My weak and swollen ankles remind me of how broken I am.

God looks in the mirror and sees this gorgeous woman. Her womanly curves are only one of her many attractive assets. Her ringlets of curly hair accents her rosy cheeks. Her eyes sparkle like diamonds reflecting light and life. Her beautifully formed lips entice others as she speaks from her soul. This talented woman has some perfectly placed scars, which tells wonderful stories of love and life. The woman, despite her weak and worn ankles, accessorizes with sparkling ruby colored heels.

I have come to realize with confidence that I am The Hidden Pearl. I am hidden amongst my insecurities and hardness of life on Earth. But with flip of perspective and my faith in God, I see, that I am A Pearl. I am no longer hidden. The beauty of the Pearl mystifies me. But, some day, in Heaven, I will be a Crystal Clear Pearl that reflects Christ's purest and warmest colors.